1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:55,240 What did I tell you? 4 00:10:05,760 --> 00:10:07,160 Don't lie. 5 00:10:12,040 --> 00:10:14,280 What did I just tell you? 6 00:22:31,040 --> 00:22:33,160 They also do very well at school. 7 00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:36,960 I miss the girls so much, Meral. 8 00:22:37,120 --> 00:22:39,520 Should I wake Ayse up? 9 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:42,960 No, let her sleep. -I'll just wake her up. 10 00:22:43,120 --> 00:22:45,640 Now let her sleep. 11 00:22:53,560 --> 00:22:56,520 Grandma, on FaceTime. 12 00:23:02,480 --> 00:23:05,000 Are you doing well? 13 00:23:06,520 --> 00:23:10,120 You look so sad. Is something wrong? 14 00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:14,520 Everything's fine, Mom. 15 00:23:18,600 --> 00:23:24,000 We want you to be happy. You know that, right? 16 00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:27,200 We prefer to see you happy. 17 00:23:27,360 --> 00:23:29,680 If that's not possible with Fatih... 18 00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:35,440 You are always welcome here. 19 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:37,800 Always. You know that, right? 20 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:41,640 Oh mom, what are we supposed to do there? 21 00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:45,760 Where do the girls go to school? in your village? They barely know Turkish. 22 00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:49,280 Well, I understand, but... 23 00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:12,680 Look, I look like my grandfather. 24 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:16,480 He also had a whole bunch hanging from his nose. 25 00:24:17,800 --> 00:24:20,520 My grandfather used to be a handsome man. 26 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:26,400 You're not ugly either. -Get out of here. 27 00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:36,240 Never mind. 28 00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:42,680 But listen, Dilek is still in Istanbul. 29 00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:45,440 For her... -Tummy tuck? 30 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:48,400 So Meral... 31 00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:53,960 I could use some help in the store. 32 00:24:54,120 --> 00:24:57,320 Really and truly? -If you can, that would be nice. 33 00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,600 Thank you. -Nice. 34 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,920 That is then arranged. Thank you. 35 00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:05,520 Thank you, dear. 36 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:16,440 Bedankt voor de schoenen. Ayse had not because they were second hand. 37 00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:21,360 She certainly figured it out. But children need a father. 38 00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:28,120 Say, Meral. If you need anything... -Don't look back. 39 00:25:34,360 --> 00:25:37,640 Who is that? -Don't know. 40 00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:40,560 A friend of Fatih? 41 00:25:52,360 --> 00:25:54,320 Okay. Goodbye. 42 00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:16,120 You're really crazy, you know that? 43 00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:57,120 Ayse? Come here. 44 00:27:43,360 --> 00:27:44,760 Come here. 45 00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:31,400 Not even in Turkish. 46 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:39,240 Meral, I want to tell you something. 47 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:44,800 How is your father, is he doing well? -Yes. 48 00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:50,320 You know he's very important to me. I like him very much. 49 00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:55,480 And you too. I like you very much too. You know that. 50 00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:58,360 You are for me... 51 00:54:23,000 --> 00:54:24,400 One euro fifty. 52 00:54:30,720 --> 00:54:32,680 I just had 1.55 left. 53 00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:38,720 I just had 1.55 left. -Calm down. Doesn't matter. 54 00:54:41,520 --> 00:54:43,120 Don't worry. 55 00:54:44,000 --> 00:54:48,240 Come sit down for a moment. Then I'll give you tea. 56 00:55:19,240 --> 00:55:21,760 Drink this. That's good for you. 57 00:55:36,560 --> 00:55:41,280 Big worries are not good for you. Everything is the will of Allah. 58 00:55:41,440 --> 00:55:44,480 He knows what He is doing. Trust Him. 59 00:55:52,040 --> 00:55:56,640 Allah is playing with us. He mocks us. 60 00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:07,880 What good is a God who doesn't help us? and make my children suffer? 61 00:56:14,280 --> 00:56:17,160 What do I want from my children? end up? 62 00:56:18,160 --> 00:56:21,240 They can't be children no playing, no learning. 63 00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:23,640 Bad things happen to them. 64 00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:28,840 I can't take care of them. They take care of me, while crying. 65 00:56:33,240 --> 00:56:37,640 I used to give them presents and we went on holiday. 66 00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:40,240 Now I don't give them anything at all. 67 00:56:40,400 --> 00:56:46,480 Only worn-out second-hand clothing what they are bullied about at school. 68 00:56:46,640 --> 00:56:49,200 And I can't protect them from it. 69 00:56:53,560 --> 00:56:57,720 What good is a mother? who cannot protect her children? 70 00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:02,960 Always money, money, money. Guilt, guilt, guilt. 71 00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:09,440 That devil is in my head day and night and I can't drive him away. 72 00:57:19,760 --> 00:57:23,280 I have from an early age always did everything myself. 73 00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:28,040 That's how I was raised. 74 00:57:28,200 --> 00:57:30,920 Life is too hard to depend on others. 75 00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:34,360 And look at me now. 76 00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:38,840 Meral who can always do everything, can't do anything at all. 77 00:57:39,840 --> 00:57:43,200 My children don't deserve this. They deserve better. 78 00:57:50,320 --> 00:57:55,440 They will never forgive me. They will not looking after me, but feeling resentful. 79 00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:58,680 Maybe someday they'll understand, but I don't think so. 80 00:57:58,840 --> 00:58:00,760 It will eat away at them. 81 00:58:00,920 --> 00:58:03,760 Because their mother has everything taken from them. 82 00:58:03,920 --> 00:58:08,480 And that mother is me, Meral. Meral Öztürk, the devil. 83 00:58:08,640 --> 00:58:14,200 What mother is so bad and bad, that she takes everything away from her children? 84 00:58:23,440 --> 00:58:29,280 Sometimes I wish I would have an accident, that a train or a car... 85 00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:32,760 Then it finally stops. 86 00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:40,320 Then that devil in my head disappears. That makes all fears disappear. 87 00:58:47,400 --> 00:58:50,720 Maybe that's for the best for the children. 88 00:58:57,360 --> 00:59:03,040 But then I look at my children and I see the sparkle in their eyes. 89 00:59:06,240 --> 00:59:08,160 They are so beautiful. 90 00:59:12,640 --> 00:59:16,600 I'll do what I can. Everything for my children. 91 00:59:16,760 --> 00:59:20,320 I will work hard for them. 92 00:59:22,240 --> 00:59:25,400 Happiness and future are not for me. 93 00:59:30,680 --> 00:59:34,960 How beautiful they are. And how little I see that. 94 00:59:40,080 --> 00:59:41,760 Allah is great. 95 00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:47,280 Leave everything to Him. He will take care of you.